20080815

fuck it

Whoa oh oh

No, no, no

See I dont know why
I liked you soo much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you, I loved you
Now that's all down the drain
You put me through pain
I wanna let you know how I feel


Fuck what I said, it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back(2x)


You thought, you could keep this shit from me, yea
You burnt bitch, I heard the story
You played me, you even gave him head.
Now you're asking for me back
Your just another act
Look elsewhere, cause you're done with me


Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents, might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back (2x)


Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah
Oh oh
Uh huh yeah

Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I can't sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you ho, I dont want you back

20080812

冤念

是否太过于仓促,因此造就了这个窟
我亲手掘了这个深潭
我自己把脚伸了进去

现在只能静观其变
还有等待
这是一个艰苦的等待


-立

20080807

是你

从未想过遇见你
更未想过在一起
只是好像注定的
缘分将我们拉近

凌晨三时许
电话响起了
那边你诉说
这边我聆听

我还来不及忘却过往
你的热诚已慢慢靠近

是你
是你
把我从漂泊拉拢靠岸
将心驶入你的防空洞

是你
是你
我已释怀
我已接受



-立

20080802

望春风

活着,就是幸福
活着,就应该开心

是的
此时此刻,有你
我是幸福开心的



-立

20080730

“春”光乍“泄”

感谢的,你出现了
久违的,你出现了
渴望的,你出现了

你真的出现了
我爱你宝贝


-立

20080714

长征

是否只身踏上漫长的路程
我不懂
也不想懂

不容置疑
这趟旅程是漫漫长路
肯定是个荆棘之路
我需要的是勇气
我需要的是希望
只有坚信不疑
才能达到目的地

就算再辛苦
就算多累

我坚信
我能熬过



-立

再次

久违的旧街场
我又再次踏足
一样的环境
一样的丝袜奶茶
却有着不同的心情
退下了沉重的包袱
换上爽朗的枷锁

明天总是会更好


-立

20080703

曾经,我相信在这个城市能满足我的需求

一个我曾经认为不会寂寞的不夜城

时时刻刻都如此的灯光明亮,夜夜笙歌

快3年了,生活在这个看似拥有一切的城市

没错,我承认我曾经拥有很多所渴望的

但在卸下重重包袱后,却是如此的孤独

快要挤爆的手机号码,上百个的聊天室通讯

更显得我的桑海苍田

试着忘却这份暗涌交集的感触

却在临睡前的片刻,备感无奈

一张双人床,六个大枕头,一张大棉被

看着空缺的另一旁,何时才又温暖的身影

每逢夜半乍醒,渴望一个安抚的拥抱

却换来更显寂寞的自己
-立